friday (mom)

More food log:

2 turkey patties

2 tiny packets wasabi peas

doppio with cream

spoonful cajeta

Friday morning (mom)

Hmmm. This isn't working too well. I feel like I should be setting an example for R., and I'm not doing a very good job. Guilt. 

Well, when you fall off the horse, you just get back on. So, starting with last night, because that's how far back I remember, here's my food diary:

dinner: 4 cheese tortelloni with goat cheese and chives. Sauteed green beans, onions, and tomatoes. Amount: perhaps a cup of tortelloni, same of green beans. Feelings: I was mad because I made a nice dinner and Homero took the kids to the store and didn't eat with me. I was angry and sad. R. said "I'll eat with you mom," which helped, but it wasn't what I wanted, which was a family sit down dinner. I've been getting fewer and fewer family sit down dinners lately. 

Later I had a cup of cocoa and two thin cinnamon cookies. The cocoa was watery and I was annoyed at myself. 

Breakfast: Leftover tortelloni and a quad shot, sitting at the computer. Feel a bit guilty as this is a crappy breakfast. Still have to get the kids some breakfast, they've just had slices of melon.

Scale: didn't check. Scared to.